by Kestrel Sat Jun 23, 2012 5:09 am
Kestrel said nothing as he began slipping on the suit piece by piece; having to take off his saddlebags and weapons and set them aside. His mind focused on the task ahead, on that black abyss outside, on the weight of the sea.
It would be hard, he was no engineer. But he was the only one that could do this. The only one that could take the pressures and still remain as firm as stone.
Soon enough all that was left to put on was the armored mask. But as he tried to put it on he encountered a problem. His own mask would not fit inside...he would have to take it off. With a scrunched brow Kes set the armored helmet down and reached up to remove his 'face'.
For the first time in their lives the team he was with would be given the rare honor of seeing Kestrels true face. As the mask came off the gryphon could not help but feel...naked in a way. He always wore this mask. It was him. He was it. And now, it was gone.
If the scars on Kestrels body were frightening, the ones on his face were just terrifying. Dozens of jagged lines worked around his face, over his eyes, on his beak. In a few places his beak was missing small chips and nick along the edges; giving the bird a torn, jagged expression. Yhe edges of his cheeks were turned down in a stern frown, matching the gryphons current mood.
His right eye had three long scars going over it, weaving down like serpents over and across his beak. Leaving three deep trench like gouges in his face. Testament to his time in Filly no doubt.
His Left eye was not too bad, a single smooth scar running below it. A cut from his first knife fight.
Looking around the gryphon located Zestari and walked over to her. His footsteps shaking the ground as he did; a compliment of his new suit. He held the mask, and his gear out to her, silently asking her to guard it while he was gone. She was the only one in this group that Kes honestly trusted with such a duty.
When she took the stuff he would turn around and make his way back to the armored helm, slipping it on and securing it without a sound before he stalked off towards the Airlock that would take him outside.
As he waited for the airlock to do its job he let his mind go empty. Only the sudden sensation of freezing cold water enveloping his legs managed to get a reaction from him. And even then, all he did was blink. The suit would keep him alive and mostly warm, it was not meant to be perfect, nor comfortable; yet it would work.
As the door opened up Kes began to move, the weight of the water and his suit making him move in almost slow motion. Each step thundered in his ears, the only sound around was the sound of his own breathing.
One step. Two step.
The dirt on the ocean floor kicked up in big clouds as he moved, though he couldn't see it. All Kestrel could see out of his little window was the dull glow of the maintenance station that seemed like it was an eternity away.
For the first time in his life Kestrel felt honestly, completely, alone. The blackness around him crushed down, the weight of an entire ocean trying to destroy him. Robbing him of his senses. His defenses.
It was...humbling? Terrifying? No. It was none of these things, yet all of these things. To Kestrel it was both beautiful yet horrifying.
And that fact alone seemed to have a strange effect on him. He felt at peace for once, no longer on edge as he stared out at this alien world before him through the little window on his mask.
He had to shake the contemplative thoughts from his mind as he realized he had been standing still for a minute or two. He locked his gaze on the station in the distance and began moving.
*thud*...*thud*...*thud*