by Crackle Thu Nov 15, 2012 1:50 am
"Don't worry Jas, I should probably have stopped a while ago. I'm fine up until a certain point, then I get all emotional like i am now... I hate when this happens." He fired back one last cup, and set the empty glass aside. "As for Scandia," he continued, "Well, my father wasn't the only griffin I lost to the enclave... I had known Scandia almost all my life. We were the only two young griffins in the tiny village I grew up in. We were always doing things and playing together whenever our parents didn't have us doing chores... I suppose it's only natural we fell in love as we grew older." Crackle paused and contemplated his empty glass once more. It took more willpower than he thought he had, but he forced himslef to look away. "The last time I saw her was the night before the enclave attacked. We were watching the stars after we... well... I'm not going to say what we had just finished doing." He paused briefly and sighed. "She always loved the night. Said it was when she felt the most alive... I remember her eyes that night. They seemed so vibrant. During the day, they were just a plain, boring shade of yellow. At night, they practically sparkled, and the black tips of her feathers seemed to shine in the moonlight... I always thought she was more beautiful under the stars, if such a thing were possible. The way her snowy feathers caught what little light there was practically made her glow..."The griffin trailed off, staring at the empty glass again.
"Oh fuck this." Crackle filled his cup until it overflowed and chugged the entire contents on one fell swoop. "This talking is pointless. My family is dead, the gryphoness I loved is also probably dead, and this Celestia-forsaken, Collector-cursed wasteland is killing me by minutes. It's only a matter of fucking time until a raider puts a bullet in my skull or my organs shut down from radiation, and there's buck-all I can do to change any of that!" He slammed his glass down with enough force to shatter it, the shards slicing his talon open in several places.